What?

i do not know what it is like to be completely entirely content with one self and i do not think i would like to know
i have become obsessed with this numb feeling it is almost like sleeping with your eyes open
everything is a dream , a hallucination, a figment of my obscure imagination so nothing is really real
eighty percent of the people that read this will probably be confused on what i am describing but that is okay , because it is not meant for some to understand.
– (a.b)